Your Angel Triliogy

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That she'd moved passed her past. That she no longer needed me. And that was an awesome feeling to feel. 

Then on June 16th 2011 at approximately 4am I was awoken

by a withheld number calling. The fuck I'm answering that at this time, I thought to myself. 

Voicemail

sobbing...... 

Can't return the call. 

June 28th 2011. I wake up to a missed call, once again, another withheld number. 

Voicemail again

More sobbing

I start to worry and start putting my phone on loud at night.

Then nothing for 2 or 3 weeks. I just assumed that the withheld call

was a wrong number after all.  

Then on July 17th 2011at 4.30am I was awoken by a by the twin peaks ring tone that was set to her old nunber

I fumbled to answer

Then hear a tearful whisper

"I'm sorry"

That voice again

I've heard this tone before

"Hello?" I say in a panic

That voice again

"I'm sorry

I wasn't strong enough. I wasn't strong enough for either of us"

The phone rang silent

I try and phone back

Voicemail

Voicemail, Voicemail

Voicemail

Voicemail

Voicemail

A thousand voice mails

A thousand calls

And not one would she hear

And now the rains weep o'er her halls

And not a soul to hear 

Yes now the rains weep o'er her halls

And not a soul to hear

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