“Self love”

I'm trying to love ones self Trying to love ... myself? I don't know what that is Don't know how to make myself smile like the sun smiles for the moon Don't know how to hold myself for comfort like the stem to a flower Don't know how to hold my own hand and follow a path I built for one self Don't know how to make one self laugh not genuinely anymore Tired of the lonesome nights I hold myself just to feel alright Tired of the endless abyss of conversations I have with myself that are pointless like a broken pencil How do I love one self Give myself energy throughout the day Recharge my own battery Fill my own negative brain with such positive knowledge How can I smile at a mess I'm scared of Like a flower scared of blossoming I try to refill my own cup But can't help to spill it in the process A broken cup just trying to be whole again Trying to learn how to love every piece back together A cat with a yarn ball Chasing self love only to throw it again How can I touch a scared body and love everything I'm touching How do I feel beautiful Inner beauty How do I smile on the Inside How do I marry myself All these question I wish someone could answer How do you love a negative mind into a positive one A broken soul Into a whole one A wounded heart Into a healed one How do I "self love"

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