congratulations i said to you on the day i saw you last when we got our diplomas our parents' proud faces shone shiny diamonds in the crowd bamboozled our wine glasses clicked empty promises were made and we toasted to our futures while eating salmon steaks on Ohio.
those were the days of old when talk turned out to be expensive but visions sold on street corners for cheap we were looking for water then i think the first time i saw you we were discussing the situation of that homeless girl who gave me her furniture as a gift some kind of healer she turned out be that Sally the Salamander.
then you went and stole the sadness from inside the heart of that indian girl you met on the bus when you left for Texas you begged with your sympathy and she spilled her secrets too naive to understand your mathematical ingenuity she screamed rape ruined your reputation as a shrink did you ever get caught for that or did she retract? maybe that job you took in Houston will make you think
since then a cold look taints your baby blue eyes turned red from the ambivilent atonements you make when you prostrate as a result of the charges she slappeed against you woke up to find you doing geometry on her back searching for a sign on her body like some kind of oracle looking for something special she screamed when she saw your calculations could be correct nowadays you shall be waiting while Sally finishes with her drag queen lover then you can have your turn to fly with Sally the Salamander.
for now you hide from Sally the Salamder when you fall you make a spatter of yourself on the concrete street.
*Salamander is in reference to Octavio Paz's poem entitled Salamander