Hung
I was full of chemicals and my tongue was ablaze,
I spat and I slurred as he stared at me dazed.
I used alcohol as fuel.
But it was a one off, it wasn’t a mule.
The relationship was broken, the relationship was burnt
but water couldn’t calm me, why hadn’t he learnt?
Again I went for the bottle as he stared in disgust,
I just couldn’t take it so my fists began to thrust.
One hit, two hits, three hits, four…
“Just one more” I said “Just one more”.
As I grimaced at his half dead body I stumbled back,
feeling around for something heavy and hard then - WHACK.
Dead.
Gone.
Forever.
And that it why I’m standing here today,
With this rope around my neck which is beginning to fray.
As I stand here confidently rocking the chair,
I know I won’t being going to heaven – no one’s waiting for me there.
My father used to say “She’s a live wire, ain’t nothin’ gonna hurt ‘er”
But look daddy, look;
Here goes Karma.
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