You creep on me like a gentle daze
I know at the end of the day the price I’ll pay
Your grasp tighter then any kind of love
I’m stuck in my own head, all I can do is push and shove
I wish you leave me to die alone
I wish you weren’t always on the line when I pick up the phone
A panic I feel when you come around
Has me wishing I was a clown, so I wouldn’t be able to frown
It feels as if death is upon me
For what I have wished for, I wish to go back on
I want life, but not its crimes
No person ever actually gets through a hard time
A journey filled with ups and downs
Another happy face covering a tortured frown
If only you knew what went in ones head
Then you’d be able to unwind the thread
Life is sad and dark in many ways
What is the point of our temporary stay?
All to succeed and suffer with the same end place in sight
Death, O’ a prize so bright
Goodnight to my loved ones
For we got our hopes up
An imaginary hope of eternal life
What has set in is reality, do not be in fright
Do not get your hopes up because it is all going to end
Enjoy the present moment, for at any moment the afterlife may begin
Live everyday as if it was your last
For one day no on will spend a thought on your past