JUST AS I AM.....BY ANTHONY DIM
You know, we all just knew,
That being different was so new’
Suffocating, long long in the crowd,
I hid myself in the roaring crowd,
Careful too never to be loud
Looking into the deep blue sea,
My face is all that I can see
My uniqueness is what I feel
When the sea is calm and still
Be like us! They yanked at me
My inner core mourns for me
Then be ready for rejection
We ain’t her to do no intuitions
We’ve got no time for emotions
And your queer darling fictions
I’m no more part of the “All of us”
Why is this difficult for any of us
Why must it be my own cross
Why must this be my own loss
I can only be an “Other”
And others would chat about this other
He’s preposterously disordered
He’s not of natural order
You see, there’s a tear on my face
I’m condemned to this menace
Stiff-backed men won’t check my face
Stiff-necked men won’t give me space
Hemce, I am often in a race
Well, things are put in place,
I can’t help but run my pace.
I am not part of the “all of us”
Why is it difficult for any of us?
Is this a lake I have to cross?
Why the scourge from many of us
This is me, I am, Just as I am