Out in the distance they appear Eyes close and the get near Wishful thinking would leave them in the past It really is just wishful thinking She's my focal point Hoped to hear she moved far from here Hope I went unnoticed But then again I went as such for the last couple of years Am I bitter? Well of course She represents the obstacles I pushed past The emptiness from yesteryear The memories that lead me to where I am today Nothing but a hallucination A distant memory that decided to reel it's way around the corner I'm choosing to enjoy these ghosts from the past Therapeutic feel now that I'm ahead I was left as the last Soon I'll be the lead of the pack of the misfortunate This strive for greatness is now the strive for joy I am freed Yet, I still am confronted by the ghosts Ghosts that bring forth the memories of anger and depression Ghosts that bring for the the reason I've worked hard I won't be one to shy away from these memories and thoughts But never will I stay to speak with the ghosts of yesteryear.