Open the phoneJust to have my scalp blown off from my phoneThinking of all the emotion you should have shownThis isn't no threat, this is a call for helpNo one will listen, for years I have felt so aloneGet the barrel and blow off my domeLack of emotions I shownWriting these words, it emerges from the back of my skullI'm starting to fear it's taking its tollBeing a foolSkipping on the first day of schoolJust to pop pills and not feel ill, not pay bills, and just lay in the ocean soaking in my feels until it killsI'm just gonna sit back and chill in lucifers dungeonChilling on the couch with the minions he summoned Stacking it up, burning it up to about 50 millionMoods change like a chameleonBut all i fear is constant fearConstant hate and constant careFor the person that won't even careWhen i'm gone...