I told her my love was abusive and seductive, she told me im the only she F#cked with !!!, so badly wanted to believe the story that she stuck with :(, viciously i told her im not the type that you F#ck with !!! I would never raise my voice while we have guests so i waited till eleven and they eventually left, I said women come here I need to get something of my chest she saw an empty bottle of vodka and she knew i was a mess, she said i guess…i told her you should never guess again , dont give me emotional bullsh*t give me the facts to understand !!! I gave her a chance to explain it , I told her darling im waiting, been together 4 years 3 months 2 seconds and i still came second ?….still trying to process every little thing that happened, and for the first time her tears did not affect what happened, I would never forgive her, had to be true 2 myself, she grabbed a weapon and she threatened she would kill herself : so there i was stuck between a rock and a hard place, I loved her but i didnt see any innocence on her face, so i left …….REST IN PEACE MARYJANE-REST IN PEACE MARY JANE- WANTED 2 MARRY MARY JANE YOU WERE THE BEST #MARYJANE