Im used to hypocryts. I used to believe them when I was younger let them weasle in my mind take control of it all the time now times changed and that's all mine. Died inside due to lies glad I never swallowed the cyanide didn't know how to control my emotion so I threw on some beats picked up a pen and cried at night. Licking my wounds with salt in them too I sacraficed more than a child should choose. I have 2 boys of my own they're flourishing, growing in bloom. I'm in tune, never leaving, it doesn't get any better I presume, so i consume. Every single moment i see them and let them know they're my soul purpose I still have my freedom. I'll sacrifice my life for my kids but one thing I wont do is take away this life from these kids. Let them learn, watch them grow, never step on their toe watch them fall hit a wall rebound back and explode. The reality is whatever you've been through you can defeat it, the finish line is far from this street, push past the struggles and show your family the past doesn't always repeat it. I'm the leader the protector, I will always pick up the rubble and defeat it.