Work in progress

Work in progress Sometimes I feel like no one gets me at all... Sometimes I feel like I just wanna fall... Sometimes I feel like one messed up kid, like an open jar without a lid... No way to contain it, close my feelings up, sometimes I feel like I am STUCK.. Stuck in my past, where I dont want to be, I just want to forget, I wanna be free... I like it where I am, right now in this life, Here with you, where it just feels right... I know sometimes I can be a crazy mess, But just remember, I am a work in progress.. I have come a long way, but you would never know, I have learned alot, I've had room to grow... But as far as I have come, the thoughts remain still, And as much as I hate it, that fear is still real... Though not as much, not anymore, But sometimes its there standing at my door.... It stands and it knocks, wanting to come in, wanting to remind me, every now and again... That its still here, it will always will be, I need to accept it, its a part of me.. So instead of running, when I cant see, trying to find my way, my way to be free... I will stop here with you, because its easy to see, That this is the place, where I can be free.. This journey called life, is a crazy, crazy ride, And this broken road I took, led me to this life... A life that is good, a life to be lived, With all the love to you, I want to give.. For the times its been hard, and the times it got real, One things for sure, my love is still here. I want you to know, and I hope you do, You are my everything, I'm so in love with you. ‪I know it's hard, putting up with me, But I promise I'll show you, you will see.. That I am trying hard, and maybe you dont know, That I am just a girl trying to move slow... Its time to let go, and always be free, Time to love you and let you love me.. I am going to accept, after all this time, That after everything I'll be just fine. I'm sorry about today, I'm sorry you got so mad, But please dont give up on me, because this love Ive never had.. I know sometimes, I can be a crazy mess, but just remember, I am a work in progress....
Work in progress

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